" fucking idiot "
me to me (via gnarly)
" Effort can change behavior, it cannot change you. Think of this: Effort can put food in your mouth, it cannot produce an appetite; it can keep you in bed, it cannot produce sleep; it can make you reveal a secret to another but it cannot produce trust; it can force you to pay a compliment, it cannot produce genuine admiration; effort can perform acts of service, it is powerless to produce love or holiness. All you can achieve by your effort is repression, not genuine change or growth. Change is only brought about by awareness and understanding. "
every night I’m like “I don’t want to go to sleep because I don’t want to wake up in the morning” and every morning when my alarm goes off at 7am I regret not getting more sleep.
" Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be. "
F. Scott Fitzgerald, A Nice Quiet Place (via larmoyante)